The Wall

There was a wall in my spirit between me and Father God.
then there was a dream that came to me one night and a picture that represented my fears and reminded me of an event in my life that caused this wall to be built. Later, I learned about the wall and I saw it. I could take you to several places and show you how it was represented to me. At first, it was not safe to tear it down. Then I tried to tear it down in my own strenght.
God then agave me bulldozer to tear it down and remove the rubble from my spirit that separated me from the Godhead. How deep is His love! How wide is His mercy!
You are my God; Father Son Holy Spirit forever, amen

I got it!

Here's what it took and what it looked like:




It took me awhile to do it and it was both painful an exhilarating:
and it brought.....

Glow in the dark crosses

Glow in the dark crosses
Pots full of flowers
there's a bench there
and we talk for hours

nobodys around
except me and you
and God's there
listening to us too

And I miss you
and I know where you are
your not at the tree
beside the highway
marked by the star

and your not here either
planted in the dirt
in that copper colored
steel box in your bestest shirt

and your not in pain or bleeding
your Saviours done that for you
no tubes or wires or needles
no nurses or doctors

So one day soon
we'll be together
by that glassy river
flowing from a fountain

and we'll walk through
that field that I know so well
I've been there before
and it sure wasn't hell

and I won't be
planted in a steel box
on a rich piece of land
I won't pay the money
for that, even though I can

Sprinkle my ashes
in a nice place, in a forest
or by stream, in the ocean
or the mountains
just don't keep them over the fireplace

so don't bring me flowers
that the workers throw away
and don't buy a cross
that glows in the dark
seen from the highway over there

talk to Jesus and Father
and Holy Spirit too
that's the only way you'll
make it
I'll be waiting for you